On Thursday night, (last Thursday, Dec. 3) I was outside the Dunkin Donuts eating a meal deciding what to do about a psych prescription that needed to be filled and listening to a show on the radio that my car radio had somehow jumped to (I don't know how); it was about animal rights. It … Continue reading Hard Knowledge
Tag: Suicide
Brothers death “altruistic”
When i was seeing Sister Marie for baptismal counseling, about 2 years ago, i had a concern that caused me to ask my father to step in. It was a sexuality issue that i didn't t know how to resolve. My father said that would be "altruistic" for him to get involved. As if that … Continue reading Brothers death “altruistic”
Tidal wave
I'm putting up all these posts and people are visiting but noone is liking! And my son isnt responding to my texts and my ex isnt answering my emails and neither is my Dad! It's like a tidal wave, everything has gone blind as if my brother in Heaven has sent a tidal wave from … Continue reading Tidal wave
My brother who committed suicide
He jumped off a cliff in Hawaii around this time last year. He came to me today in my heart after a difficult appointment with my psychiatrist. I have attempted suicide 5 times since I was 17 (I am 58 now); the last time was really serious. But the Lord never took me. I am … Continue reading My brother who committed suicide
Brother
Check out Trading My Sorrows by Guy Penrod. Awesome. My brother is talking to the me, so he must be in HEAVEN, because people in Hell cant reach the living. And, from now on, that's all I have to worry about--getting into Heaven! Everything else falls into place. Allelujah! Amen.
Missing cat; brother’s suicide
Well he was spotted near the barn today. Which turns around two weeks of horrible anxiety. My mother kept saying she would like to find the body so that we would know what happened. My brother recently successfully committed suicide so that's where her mind was at. I happened to know--because he was living over … Continue reading Missing cat; brother’s suicide
Justified
My brother has committed suicide. It's been 4 1/2 months now. We cant get over it. For me, it justifies a lot of things. I was the one who was always attemping suicide. 5 tries. Then, suddenly, this. I didn't know what to think. I finally realized that my patents were feeling desperately guilty. And … Continue reading Justified
Word to the wise
Its about my ex-sisterĂ·in-law. I cant name her. I just need to rip her face off, that's all. My brother has died. The situation here.is that she is back in touch with my mother. I have guessed--my intuition and surmises tell me--that they are trying to get together and try to implicate me as the … Continue reading Word to the wise
Ex-sister-in-law
How do i handle her? I knew that she meant trouble for me, my brother and my family within a few minutes of meetiing her. She was a Colunbia University Comp Lit graduate and a Mabhattsn socialite. She caught the Seiko wristwatch and the Harvard grad sister and saw the opportunity she was looking for. … Continue reading Ex-sister-in-law
Up All Night
I was up ALL NIGHT last night, laying still in the dark. My sister and her husband were here, and my son canceled a date in order be here to see them. Something horrible happened. Well, it happened some 18 years ago. Thats the trouble I'm having. It feels like its happening now and i … Continue reading Up All Night
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