Well yesterday i wrote that i was trusting my father again; well on some things, yes; but i opted OUT of trusting him on the moment with the restaurant owner i worked for in high school. He was protecting himself! Because the denouement if the incident at the restaurant included my running away from home, … Continue reading Whole New Day
Tag: Trust
Today
...is the day after yesterday, the day to implement what yesterday said and i did! I talked to my father about my mother, Sister M the nun and Miss D the therapist. About the sexual damage. That as my father he should be the one man i can trust. And about needing "a bit of … Continue reading Today
The Damage
After seeing Sister M. today i have been in a long slow burn if refuting my own suspicions of sexual impropriety WITHOUT turnibg to somebody in authority--been there, done that; in the end i relied on a trusted voice in ny own thoughts to reassure me and overcame the long weekend of worry. OF COURSE … Continue reading The Damage
Everything works to the good…
Well i self published a book recently. It was called "Every Cloud..." actually it was a year and a half ago. It didnt sell. But im glad i went to the trouble to publish it. The theme was that even the tiniest and apparently most inopportune things are in Gods hands and work together for … Continue reading Everything works to the good…
Knocked Back to Last Year
The meeting went okay but they screwed me in the aftermath, i cant believe that they actually had my trust for about half an hour. Worthless piece o' shit. Thats how i feel about your precious lovely marriage. Narcissistic BARGE. So im scrambling for a place in time and finding one in last year where … Continue reading Knocked Back to Last Year
Wow
Big things are in the pipeline. This morning I made up with the patient B. whom i mentioned in another post: he had a bad fall over the weekend so it was timely. I had forgiven him and repented if a bad attitude towards his clumsiness borne out if resentment. Thank God. On the way … Continue reading Wow
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