there should be 2 here . The EVE meme for everthing thats happened since late Octpber laat year and another for a story which i hate to dredge up, about an older woman from Texas and a Viet Nam vet the same age who thought i was a horrible person for disliking it when she flew into the dayroom saying she had “blood on her rectum.”
So , the two of them calculated how to f me up and get me out of there and they did. My mind started to break down as I tried to understand this hit and i was launched on the neverending journey that leads me here to you today.
it was the SECOND TIME in my life that I was trashed by a woman with a strong ego, the first being my freshman roommate in college.
I think–thank God!–that this is finally over.
so heres the EVE meme again:


This is the IAN meme, for 3 lifetimes of SUFFERING BECAUSE OF MALHOPSKY: me, Ian and Sandy. This is the loss. This poor chilld, this poor adolescent, this poor, struggling human being in adulthood.
ian there are a billion aliens out there doing the work of God to help you and me with our deficits due to so many forms of mistreatment. Dad too.
that is a picture of our woes as present in this capture of Ians physioemotional conditiom. Ill have the meme up next.

Heres Dapples. FINALLY! The one with no tail, and no claws; as well as castrated.
this poor cat needed help and Im still looking for him. He died while I was away at some point. I know that he had been lisong his urine and going back to the old ways i had trained him off of. I came here in 2018 and asked and she said he was gone.
now i know hes okay. She must have put him down b3cause 9f the ur8nating everywhere and in my life i did v on3 do understand 5he pa8n of such a situati9n.
so now I have Ian’s two cats:

this is Tanner. Travis doesnt want to cooperate. I should really be getting them their dinner. But i wanted to finish this post.
Here’s Travis.

Travis is super smart, Tanner is a cutie. Not the best pic of Travis because he is not cooperat8ng.
here is the meme for EVETYTHING I TALK ABOUT HERE:

because he was as a newborn: shiney. So wonderful. So precious. And then he became the paradox of our lives and finally climbed out. It was like he reflect3d the whole situation until it was ready to be resolved. Today. Holding on In faith i didnt know he had.
we all lived.
a final bow:

another alien cave drawing?

now its Ians turn.
