very worried

My son has advanced leaps and bounds into becoming a man.

I have watched as my family used him and didnt take him seriously.

i was always sidelined as was desireable with a mysterious psych diagnosis.

He was the young wedding guest; they adored plying him with wine.

There were huge positives–beautiful summer camps; this strange, beautiful home; but at the core, they were burning him up for their pleasure.

For instance just about every time Ian made the trip here to PA, I called and realised he had a cold and or sinus infection and I urged them to please take him to the doctor. He suffered from reactive airway disease, probably becuse of my smoking, and needed albuterol when he got a cold and also asthma ran on my ex’s side of the family, and I suffered asthmatic bronchitis when I was young. Hysteria is also associated with these conditions. Ian also jad adhd in spades. My ex adamantly refused for Ian to get medication for this. One person in the family on meds was enough.

so, as a court case comes to a close over this weekend, please recognize that a miscstriage of justide is in the works.

my son needs gentle counseling and someone to cling to.

i DO NOT need to go to jail for my sister’s imaginary woes, i believe that they are probably derived from survivor guilt. Another reason she anf my farher a nd she ate so close.

i have called for a lawsuit in the MH Community on behalf of myself and others to the good and instead find myself subjected to banal BS again in the court sysyem. One other thing i suffer from is RAGE REACTIONS well controlled.