another meme

sub memes moving out soon-- hence the messy upper room in the pics. Meme for Lynne at a Harvard: speaks for itself. next, the mouse and the toad: wounded soldiers. Sometimes they NEVER get remembered but i know i owe it to the animal kingdom for my survival. the human ones, thats different.

Memes

there should be 2 here . The EVE meme for everthing thats happened since late Octpber laat year and another for a story which i hate to dredge up, about an older woman from Texas and a Viet Nam vet the same age who thought i was a horrible person for disliking it when she … Continue reading Memes →

annointed

Ross

in recovery

of course i realized that it was probably an ambulance ( not a spacedhip) that dumped me that night in the woods. I see only darkness. It doesn't make any sense. They would have had to drag me a3ay from the roadv0into the woods and I don't remember any s8uch th I ng. they reached … Continue reading in recovery →

A new concept in psych

I hit upon the concept pt of Retroactive Interpolation in psychotherapy and my last post represented a trial of it. After that, or as a part of it, comes proactive proliferation of tthe better future. That's where I was at after getting out of Horsham and comng h9m toa dangerous situation here. That's why all … Continue reading A new concept in psych →

mother & son

[see note at bott9m re typos] it's an indissoluble bond. my new lamp, inbelnownst to me when i ordered it, is called "Torchiere Mother and Son." It just made the whole thing perfect. As this nev situation started out with a project to retroactively heal everything pertaining to my son's 's life from conception to … Continue reading mother & son →

turnaround

so, I went through the worst MH moment on record after taking a seemingly insignificant overdose in 2015 (?). I just had the weirdest, irresistible urge to put pills in my mouth and the urge finally won on my parents anniversary. I was j7s5 sitt8ngvthere at the dining room table where I k4pt all the … Continue reading turnaround →

re: inventory at age 60

from a week ago I have to add the 15 years total breakdown from 2003 to 2018 over sick constipation. A doctor in Allentown had the answer in 2018: Miralax. It worked once and then it kept on working. Before going to the hospital this time last year, it stopped working and i was horribly … Continue reading re: inventory at age 60 →

praising Philhaven

It was a clean and spartan stay where I was able to divest myself of a lot of damage from what they did to me at Haven in Reading. I saw that a lot of people were quite happy there. I just wasn't a good fit. And its probably a problem in the industry to … Continue reading praising Philhaven →

Me and my son incarcerated

a special person goes to jail I couldn't bear the thought. Meanwhile, i was incarcerated on an extended acute care unit after a horrible overdose and I couldn't do anything to help. I think that we are slowly losing those years (for the good). I just realized what used to happen to me when I … Continue reading Me and my son incarcerated →