Happy Day

Working on selling this tablet and or the contents and movie rights. i have come to the end of my story insofar as it involves the general public at this time. There are probable 3 films here but I wouldnt know how that could be handled. and a book or several books i might write … Continue reading Happy Day →

To the people of Berks-Lehigh

I plan to be leaving soon. I have been planning to be leaving nightly for at least 3 months. Hence the lights on at night--so sorry. It's so strange here, we are neither Berks, nor Lehigh; instead, a little of each. As for me, I am of TERRIFIED of Berks County. And Lehigh doesn't like … Continue reading To the people of Berks-Lehigh →

Corrections of Misperceptions

I was told that the MRI that I got recently showed massive arthritis. I believe that that was untrue and in fact, the problem is deep and progressive atrophy. It was already beginning when I was a child of 9 or 10 and all I did was lay around the house reading children's books (and … Continue reading Corrections of Misperceptions →

Alex saved my life

over and over. He did some not-so-good things in bed and they brought harm on me, like my bent neck but sexuality in those days was so complicated. I had a debt I owed or that this woman who had a bent neck thought I owed to her at the state hospital the last time … Continue reading Alex saved my life →

mending fences

So, if you have read my post called "a stone made of light" you know that I am in a very strange place in my heart. For one thing it came up in a context of aliens and I know that that isn't always popular with everyone. Of course that is what it was about. … Continue reading mending fences →

Learning about Christ Jesus

through rough and tumble: this was me once: I believed in God but didn't know it. I cussed and laughed at people who were hurting. To a point that as quite insane. I was called on it by a friend once. About "love-hate" relationships. He said they were crazy. I am reminded of something I … Continue reading Learning about Christ Jesus →

regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward

Let me mention a psychologist who was key in dragging me out of that mess some 15 to 20 years later: both the mess that was there in the first place, starting with the BAD psychologist NJ and the secondary and widespreading mess that was generated by my stay at Hopkins after I had had … Continue reading regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward →

Clouds

I used to love clouds. When my son was two years to three years old, he spent two weeks at a time here in PA and two weeks at a time in suburb of D.C. in Maryland. In a townhouse. When I was driving home from dropping him off with my mother, the clouds piled … Continue reading Clouds →

Money Matters

I was falling into fear tonight after sleeping at least 12 hours last night. I woke up feeling happy but then I wasn't sure what was going on. Then, I started cleaning and, it was the weirdest thing, the extremely disgustingly old dustbunnies all looked like lizards and were all the same size and I … Continue reading Money Matters →

When I was little

We vacationed in Maine one summer. My brother was catching mackerel as fast as he could put down the line. He took them off the hook and I banged their heads with a hammer. I don't know why. Did someone tell me to? At the river we went to one time in New Jersey, I … Continue reading When I was little →