embarrassment

Sometimes one bad thing solves something worse/ I ran to the front door in my skivvy nighty with a corduroy short covering it because I was waiting for a delivery that I was afraid my father would refuse the delivery. He was stuck out back and didn't have time to do anthing. It is a … Continue reading embarrassment →

Letter to my son

I am sensing in your mood that you are hearing some bad things from people who knew me at Kent and Harvard and other times. I am very sorry for this. Sorry that people are telling you and sorry that those things happened. There were a lot of people taking advantage of me and leading me down wrong paths and … Continue reading Letter to my son →

train tracks

the tears I've cried would leave traintracks down my face if I had ever been able to actually cry them. There's a freight train that runs through this vicinity, it runs about 400 yards from our home. It runs throughout the day and night. Not TOO often. I have finally got the hang of it. … Continue reading train tracks →

Meanwhile…

"As time goes by," i while away the hours as im able. some business going on with the new computer that i cannot rivulge. It us downstaurs in my fatgers kutchen. I am in my usual place I pstairs in the cottage. I n like lists and irgsnuzing things, women do, wow! I callwd myself … Continue reading Meanwhile… →

MEME for Lynne-medical

oh, and also pre-diabetic taking care of my own healthcare needs has always been a fulltime job. NOT one that i would relinquich to anybody else at this point in time. the reason for all of this started with weird "mental OCD" deemed by Dr. Reading in Tampa, chief psychiatrist at USF Psychiatry, an Australian … Continue reading MEME for Lynne-medical →

two more significant MEMES

one for bug phobia beginning with "palmetto bugs" (huge cockroaches) in south Florida as folllows: heres the whole page: NEXT: MEME FOR NEURLOGICAL SEXUAL ISSUES OVER A LIFETIME: this is when i broke. I ju s t couldnt handle THIS; after everything else. I went to the psych ward, the good one. They let me … Continue reading two more significant MEMES →

im still standing. Barely

my son is the light of my life. im gaining confidence and strength rapidly after seeing a competent physician today. im not sure what his take on it was.

Memes

there should be 2 here . The EVE meme for everthing thats happened since late Octpber laat year and another for a story which i hate to dredge up, about an older woman from Texas and a Viet Nam vet the same age who thought i was a horrible person for disliking it when she … Continue reading Memes →

annointed

Ross

woman are born moralists

im finally realizing a womans place. My father quelled me with intellectual coversation all my life. Then i realized he was using my ideas in his own work. i have to remind myself, "Honor thy father." i enjoyed my conversations with my ex. He explained that Canadians are all armchair philosoophers. He waa able to … Continue reading woman are born moralists →