starting a new life today

it was a hard day yesterday and a hard night last night. the worst was when I had to actually get up and feed the cats. Then. I was up/ I haven't been able to do laundry for at least a week. I have bags and bags of it. I have a lot of clothes. … Continue reading starting a new life today →

MEME for Lynne-medical

oh, and also pre-diabetic taking care of my own healthcare needs has always been a fulltime job. NOT one that i would relinquich to anybody else at this point in time. the reason for all of this started with weird "mental OCD" deemed by Dr. Reading in Tampa, chief psychiatrist at USF Psychiatry, an Australian … Continue reading MEME for Lynne-medical →

two more significant MEMES

one for bug phobia beginning with "palmetto bugs" (huge cockroaches) in south Florida as folllows: heres the whole page: NEXT: MEME FOR NEURLOGICAL SEXUAL ISSUES OVER A LIFETIME: this is when i broke. I ju s t couldnt handle THIS; after everything else. I went to the psych ward, the good one. They let me … Continue reading two more significant MEMES →

im still standing. Barely

my son is the light of my life. im gaining confidence and strength rapidly after seeing a competent physician today. im not sure what his take on it was.

Memes

there should be 2 here . The EVE meme for everthing thats happened since late Octpber laat year and another for a story which i hate to dredge up, about an older woman from Texas and a Viet Nam vet the same age who thought i was a horrible person for disliking it when she … Continue reading Memes →

annointed

Ross

“Acknowledgement”

posting on my knees. now i am sitting cross-legged on the floor.. here are the words above: "Acknowledgement is encouragement. "so important. "verification and validation also. "in Jesus day, the possibilities for verification were so much slimmer. No cell phone. No email. "But, people jyst knew their saviour when they saw Him. "Today we chase … Continue reading “Acknowledgement” →

A new concept in psych

I hit upon the concept pt of Retroactive Interpolation in psychotherapy and my last post represented a trial of it. After that, or as a part of it, comes proactive proliferation of tthe better future. That's where I was at after getting out of Horsham and comng h9m toa dangerous situation here. That's why all … Continue reading A new concept in psych →

mother & son

[see note at bott9m re typos] it's an indissoluble bond. my new lamp, inbelnownst to me when i ordered it, is called "Torchiere Mother and Son." It just made the whole thing perfect. As this nev situation started out with a project to retroactively heal everything pertaining to my son's 's life from conception to … Continue reading mother & son →

re: inventory at age 60

from a week ago I have to add the 15 years total breakdown from 2003 to 2018 over sick constipation. A doctor in Allentown had the answer in 2018: Miralax. It worked once and then it kept on working. Before going to the hospital this time last year, it stopped working and i was horribly … Continue reading re: inventory at age 60 →