Its the pattern

If they dont get me, they go after Ian. ... seems to be a national pastime to plagiarize these days, I caught myself doing it the other day. Sometimes its hard to know the difference.

mending fences

So, if you have read my post called "a stone made of light" you know that I am in a very strange place in my heart. For one thing it came up in a context of aliens and I know that that isn't always popular with everyone. Of course that is what it was about. … Continue reading mending fences →

Stone made of light

I saw one as I was waiting to get online. As I wait as I organize my thoughts and my day (it is 9:25 a.m.) I saw in my mind something coming from or happening in outer space, a dusty-looking brown cord weaving through some things I couldn't see clearly and at the end of … Continue reading Stone made of light →

Judaism

Am I Jewish on my mother's side? I wish I could verify this in some way. There were so many things that seemed to lean in this direction. I settled to embrace that I am but I have no Jewish formation (that is a Catholic word so...?) )? Is this rude to Jews who practice … Continue reading Judaism →

Mike and the Mechanics song

late 80's: "It's too late When we die To admit we don't see eye to eye." This song is one among many that played through my mind ALL THE TIME when I was driving south to see my ex and in some strange way it seems like everything that happened back then played out what … Continue reading Mike and the Mechanics song →

Clouds

I used to love clouds. When my son was two years to three years old, he spent two weeks at a time here in PA and two weeks at a time in suburb of D.C. in Maryland. In a townhouse. When I was driving home from dropping him off with my mother, the clouds piled … Continue reading Clouds →

Heaven

The solution to my remaining digestive woes? A little ginger ale. And a prayer to St. Erasmus. So now it is 11:30 p.m. and there are four MAJOR, active situations. At least, and none of them can I talk about directly. The Asian Holocaust sensitivity problem is pushed into the background by my own intensely … Continue reading Heaven →

A Billion Aliens

Don't forget, there are also as many angels, and from this planet alone, how many saints in Heaven and secretly, silently still on Earth? So, whether you are a believer in aliens or not, either way you are covered whether you are like it or not. The only problem you face is the stark one … Continue reading A Billion Aliens →

About Japan

Well when I have been in trouble lately I have called "a billion aliens" and I took refuge in that and stayed safe. Winston Churchill said in World War II that "Our greatest fear is fear itself." We are the least of the ET's. Ha Ha! To the creatures that we call aliens, we are … Continue reading About Japan →

Money Matters

I was falling into fear tonight after sleeping at least 12 hours last night. I woke up feeling happy but then I wasn't sure what was going on. Then, I started cleaning and, it was the weirdest thing, the extremely disgustingly old dustbunnies all looked like lizards and were all the same size and I … Continue reading Money Matters →