So,

That solves the problem, as I continue to sort out the bugaboos in my past that have made my life a living agony of torment. They DID know, at the Advocate, (see last post) that that story was mine, and the comment was written to show me to bug off, they didn't like ME, there … Continue reading So, →

Trees

I wrote a short story for a creative writing class in college that contained an image of a tree that the fiction editor "intensely disliked." I couldn't find quite the right word. I loved trees. I said that the trees "'thrusted' into the deep, deep, moist blue sky." I knew that the word "thrusted" wasn't … Continue reading Trees →

Learning about Christ Jesus

through rough and tumble: this was me once: I believed in God but didn't know it. I cussed and laughed at people who were hurting. To a point that as quite insane. I was called on it by a friend once. About "love-hate" relationships. He said they were crazy. I am reminded of something I … Continue reading Learning about Christ Jesus →

regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward

Let me mention a psychologist who was key in dragging me out of that mess some 15 to 20 years later: both the mess that was there in the first place, starting with the BAD psychologist NJ and the secondary and widespreading mess that was generated by my stay at Hopkins after I had had … Continue reading regarding this lawsuit against JHH University Psych Ward →

Mike and the Mechanics song

late 80's: "It's too late When we die To admit we don't see eye to eye." This song is one among many that played through my mind ALL THE TIME when I was driving south to see my ex and in some strange way it seems like everything that happened back then played out what … Continue reading Mike and the Mechanics song →

Clouds

I used to love clouds. When my son was two years to three years old, he spent two weeks at a time here in PA and two weeks at a time in suburb of D.C. in Maryland. In a townhouse. When I was driving home from dropping him off with my mother, the clouds piled … Continue reading Clouds →

Heaven

The solution to my remaining digestive woes? A little ginger ale. And a prayer to St. Erasmus. So now it is 11:30 p.m. and there are four MAJOR, active situations. At least, and none of them can I talk about directly. The Asian Holocaust sensitivity problem is pushed into the background by my own intensely … Continue reading Heaven →

A Billion Aliens

Don't forget, there are also as many angels, and from this planet alone, how many saints in Heaven and secretly, silently still on Earth? So, whether you are a believer in aliens or not, either way you are covered whether you are like it or not. The only problem you face is the stark one … Continue reading A Billion Aliens →

I love you, My Son

I woke up and tried to find you in my head and you don't appear to be here. I am working on posts about WWII in Japan. Now I know why people don't talk about it. I just never considered how bad it was. Words I read in history textbooks in high school did not … Continue reading I love you, My Son →

About Japan

Well when I have been in trouble lately I have called "a billion aliens" and I took refuge in that and stayed safe. Winston Churchill said in World War II that "Our greatest fear is fear itself." We are the least of the ET's. Ha Ha! To the creatures that we call aliens, we are … Continue reading About Japan →