in other words, words, Dad, Alex. he was so insecure about my male College associations. he was so way high above them as a husband and friend to me and Ian. as a Canadian he had the habits of an armchair intellectual. he had his flaws. But he had a few years on them. He … Continue reading About Dad
Tag: Marriage
About Damion and Mark
These were two men at Harvard who either did help me or were supposed to help me but couldn't because it turned out that I grew up in the woods and had zero training in social skills or personal habits. I was brilliant enough to be at Harvard and a man from Yale who was … Continue reading About Damion and Mark
The end of 37 years confusion
I heard from a dear, sweet, kind person who was helping my ex and some Arab friends he met to do the rewiring of the home, that very bright people can fall into years of confusion, and suddenly I see that it really is true and it really was what happened to me. Simple confusion. … Continue reading The end of 37 years confusion
All My Life
When I went to Wernersville State Hospital (You may check with them) I said to myself, or maybe to the room at large, that I wanted to be an instrument of God--like Mozart, like a flute. I realize now that that was the most important moment of my life. All these decades since then I … Continue reading All My Life
Dear Eliot
Dear Eliot, I use your first name only to avoid violate anybody's privacy. I just finally learned about LIMITATIONS. I was forming the idea of "acting out the soul of my childhood" which I may in some way or sense do. After acting out the soul of Auschwitz --which I did all my life. I … Continue reading Dear Eliot
rage
at all the people who are omplaining about me. i dont know if i will ever recover from what happened to me at Reading Haven Hospotal. but as to all your complaints, what about mine? this is not a meme, but it is like that. It needs to be known, it was the first thing … Continue reading rage
embarrassment
Sometimes one bad thing solves something worse/ I ran to the front door in my skivvy nighty with a corduroy short covering it because I was waiting for a delivery that I was afraid my father would refuse the delivery. He was stuck out back and didn't have time to do anthing. It is a … Continue reading embarrassment
annointed
Ross
new perspective
im understandin WHY. I inerfered with my cat Daisy and her kittens when i got out of the state ihospital. The first tme. while i was pregnant with Ian i had a nughtmare of giving birth to kittens. On the maternity war when they took the baby to be stabilized,, i had dreams of the … Continue reading new perspective
woman are born moralists
im finally realizing a womans place. My father quelled me with intellectual coversation all my life. Then i realized he was using my ideas in his own work. i have to remind myself, "Honor thy father." i enjoyed my conversations with my ex. He explained that Canadians are all armchair philosoophers. He waa able to … Continue reading woman are born moralists
Un.Bon.Mot 