In the Courtroom?

In my mind I see my father in the courtroom. He gave vague information to me about his whereabouts for the last few days, he was vague and they were for a long but indeterminate period. Usually we are here most of the day most of the time and we do our best to be … Continue reading In the Courtroom? →

train tracks

the tears I've cried would leave traintracks down my face if I had ever been able to actually cry them. There's a freight train that runs through this vicinity, it runs about 400 yards from our home. It runs throughout the day and night. Not TOO often. I have finally got the hang of it. … Continue reading train tracks →

I remember the tree that I almost kissed but just short on 309 South on the way to Tamp (lol!)

I had boycotted my mother's wake/luncheon. It would have been worse if I went. I was on a weird new anti-psychotic medication, I had been transitioning for ages with no positive result. So I stopped it, got in the car and made left turns until I figured out where to go. THE WORST THING was … Continue reading I remember the tree that I almost kissed but just short on 309 South on the way to Tamp (lol!) →

Meanwhile…

"As time goes by," i while away the hours as im able. some business going on with the new computer that i cannot rivulge. It us downstaurs in my fatgers kutchen. I am in my usual place I pstairs in the cottage. I n like lists and irgsnuzing things, women do, wow! I callwd myself … Continue reading Meanwhile… →

Neck and spine injury

everybody is lying. heres a bit of hard core dispute. so, i drove to the hospital ER myself in Florida in the mid 2000s with my head pulling down to my left shoulder and got treated afterwards at Morton plant Orthopaedic center by dr Raphael Schwartz ( cant remember the name for sure; my mother … Continue reading Neck and spine injury →

im still standing. Barely

my son is the light of my life. im gaining confidence and strength rapidly after seeing a competent physician today. im not sure what his take on it was.

annointed

Ross

the crux of the matter

my mother and father held me all my life since age 24 b3cause of 5he night about 3 months after Werne4sville, the doctors were tapering off 5he medic8ne. I 5hought tgat meant stoppin ng it altogether. there 2as an insanely horrible moment when my mother triggered an 8nvokuntary and 7n c ontrollable r3s9 r3sponse 0wgph3n … Continue reading the crux of the matter →

“Acknowledgement”

posting on my knees. now i am sitting cross-legged on the floor.. here are the words above: "Acknowledgement is encouragement. "so important. "verification and validation also. "in Jesus day, the possibilities for verification were so much slimmer. No cell phone. No email. "But, people jyst knew their saviour when they saw Him. "Today we chase … Continue reading “Acknowledgement” →

Home

even if its only for 24 hours, right now I feel at peace wirh my father and at home. he went out to buy cigarettes for me down the road; i slept twice today,whatever happens i am glad for this moment. fixed my keyboard to stop the typos. Comparatively. whatever may come, praise the Lord, … Continue reading Home →