Kent School, Connecticut

We used to vacation at Lake Waramaug near New Preston, CT, and my parents discovered that there was a boarding school nearby. It was about a minute before whey decided to A send us to boarding school and B be definitely interested in Kent, especially because of the equestrian program. In other words, my mother … Continue reading Kent School, Connecticut →

De Facto restraining order

This is the end of it. I remember where it all started. For a long time I was wary of Claire because disputes with Claire can end up putting me out of house and home. It's happened before and I'm not going to let it happen again. A while back, like, 2 years ago, my … Continue reading De Facto restraining order →

starting a new life today

it was a hard day yesterday and a hard night last night. the worst was when I had to actually get up and feed the cats. Then. I was up/ I haven't been able to do laundry for at least a week. I have bags and bags of it. I have a lot of clothes. … Continue reading starting a new life today →

MEME for Lynne-medical

oh, and also pre-diabetic taking care of my own healthcare needs has always been a fulltime job. NOT one that i would relinquich to anybody else at this point in time. the reason for all of this started with weird "mental OCD" deemed by Dr. Reading in Tampa, chief psychiatrist at USF Psychiatry, an Australian … Continue reading MEME for Lynne-medical →

annointed

Ross

the crux of the matter

my mother and father held me all my life since age 24 b3cause of 5he night about 3 months after Werne4sville, the doctors were tapering off 5he medic8ne. I 5hought tgat meant stoppin ng it altogether. there 2as an insanely horrible moment when my mother triggered an 8nvokuntary and 7n c ontrollable r3s9 r3sponse 0wgph3n … Continue reading the crux of the matter →

in recovery

of course i realized that it was probably an ambulance ( not a spacedhip) that dumped me that night in the woods. I see only darkness. It doesn't make any sense. They would have had to drag me a3ay from the roadv0into the woods and I don't remember any s8uch th I ng. they reached … Continue reading in recovery →

mother & son

[see note at bott9m re typos] it's an indissoluble bond. my new lamp, inbelnownst to me when i ordered it, is called "Torchiere Mother and Son." It just made the whole thing perfect. As this nev situation started out with a project to retroactively heal everything pertaining to my son's 's life from conception to … Continue reading mother & son →

turnaround

so, I went through the worst MH moment on record after taking a seemingly insignificant overdose in 2015 (?). I just had the weirdest, irresistible urge to put pills in my mouth and the urge finally won on my parents anniversary. I was j7s5 sitt8ngvthere at the dining room table where I k4pt all the … Continue reading turnaround →

re: inventory at age 60

from a week ago I have to add the 15 years total breakdown from 2003 to 2018 over sick constipation. A doctor in Allentown had the answer in 2018: Miralax. It worked once and then it kept on working. Before going to the hospital this time last year, it stopped working and i was horribly … Continue reading re: inventory at age 60 →