Hopkins lawsuit

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TBH–alien report

So, things happened there in the night. in the most mysterious way. For instance, one morning fairly well on in my stay, I woke up in the morning without any urine, as if I had just been catheterized. That was the simplest and most striking incident. Two times I woke up and it was if my face aged … Continue reading TBH–alien report →

Letter to my father

Thanks, Dad, for an incredible life! Most of it was lived out as horrible pain and suffering at the time. But it is proving through with a new understanding and the good that is enduring--with the mole-wart gone--remains. You were an ace father in a way we couldn't understand at the time because Judith couldn't. How could … Continue reading Letter to my father →

Terror on a psych ward

no regular coffee no cigarettes In the Cottage at my father's place, after telling me that He marked me "TRUSTED," the Lord said to me that my smoking was "unguent and appealing" to him. This restored my confidence in myself and I have been able to leave the hospital without a smoking flareup--through God's plan--as we … Continue reading Terror on a psych ward →

a personal care boarding home

What a blessing to be here for the holidays. And NOT at TBH, the hospital. It was the strangest thing, when I walked into this room, and saw so many parts of my life come together, its something about the city of Reading and me, Where i visited as a child; returned at 24 to almost … Continue reading a personal care boarding home →

lawsuit

Are you serious? You will do that? I would definitely stay out of it if you would do that as I am not up to legal process. The two things that have to be established in successful psych lawsuits are substandard care and a suicide usually makes the case. Lipsey didnt even treat me, he … Continue reading lawsuit →

no morphine

So, in the ambulance, a year ago, I said the word "morphine." The doctor was refusing to provide the clozaril, and I was convinced that I was dying and doing my "dying work." I was having groin spasms, and screamed late at night. I felt so bad; and just wanted it to be over. Turned … Continue reading no morphine →

in my father’s shadow

As a young girl I was a very ambitious being. I didn't realize that I was competing with my father for my mother's attention and the world's love. He was the James Bond of early IC. I was lost in a world of books and ideas, coffee, booze, and cigarettes, thinking myself a literary being … Continue reading in my father’s shadow →

derailed

alien presence here Came to save me. I am healed. Finally SAFE from TBH psych wards where I was still held in my mind. In TERROR. Fear for my LIFE! It's all about my famous computer program that I created at Harvard. In the halls of the new Science Center where Bill Gates and his … Continue reading derailed →

Also

My husband and my mother locked eyes when they met. I was furious with her. He was there to meet my father. When I was 21 and in the worst moments of my life--after the Harvard Advocate, in Summit, New Jersey--my sister said something about a dream she had that concerned me and I repeated … Continue reading Also →